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July 15, 2010 Leave a Comment
I want to run. really fast. away from all 0f this.
Do you believe in karma? I’m sure I do. It is like a boomerang. You throw it really really far and think that it will never come back, but it does, swifter and stronger.
Tonight will be a cold night and the only thing soothing me to sleep will be my blanket. I shall hide there, I feel safe and warm, away from all danger that may potentially drain the soul out of me.
I feel difficult. difficult to handle. I cant even handle myself. I feel stupid. foolish and immature.
If you are reading this and feeling very puzzled, dont be. Cause I dont even know what Im talking about too. But just know that today, my chest feels heavy. weighed down by my guilt, my worries, my concerns and my heavy heart.